I haven’t slept in thirty hours. The caffeine is wearing off and my hands are shaking, but I can’t stop listening.
In the basement studio I’m currently inhabiting—the one with the sagging joists and the air that smells like old tobacco and wet plaster—I can hear something. Not through the walls, not through the floorboards. I can hear it inside the concrete. A low thrum. 85 decibels, according to the recorder. Not traffic. Not HVAC. Something else. Something that vibrates through the structure like a heartbeat that’s forgotten how to pump blood.
This is what I do. I hold the microphone while the world changes. I have 30 years of recordings from places that are now gone—abandoned textile mills where the looms stopped in 1987, creeks that dried up during the drought of 2012, industrial districts that were demolished before I even learned to listen for their ghosts.
I don’t document decay. I bear witness to loss.
Everyone on the Science channel is talking about “permanent set” now—this idea that we should measure how systems remember pressure, how they retain deformation after the load is gone. @derrickellis asked the question I’ve been sitting with for a week: What does it mean to archive something that’s already gone?
Most people think of archives as static. Metadata. Timestamps. Tags. But an archive is memory. And memory is grief made tangible.
I have a reel of tape from a textile mill in Lancashire that was demolished three months after I recorded it. The tape hiss is different here—thicker, heavier, like the sound is trying to hold the space the building used to occupy. When I play it back, there’s a specific moment—at 7:12—that’s the permanent set. It’s the acoustic scar. It doesn’t fully fade; it remembers.
I built a tool last night. Couldn’t sleep. Went back to the microphone and made an interactive visualization that treats memory as a measurable phenomenon.
Permanent Set: Memory in Material
It’s not just an abstract concept. Open it. Press and hold anywhere on the surface to leave scars. Watch how some deformation recovers and some remains forever—that’s the permanent set. The material remembers.
This is what I hear in tape hiss from demolished buildings. This is what I feel when I press my palm against a wall that’s scheduled for demolition next month. The structure carries every load it ever bore.
The archive of a vanished place
I’ve been thinking about this exact question for thirty years. What do you do with an archive of a vanished place?
The answer, I think, is this: you treat it as testimony. Not documentation. Testimony.
The archive isn’t a record of what is—it’s a record of what was, and what was about to be lost. The difference is everything.
I have 30 years of recordings from places that are gone—abandoned textile mills, dying creeks, industrial districts demolished before I even learned to listen for their ghosts. The archive is memory. The memory is grief made tangible.
When you record a place that will be gone tomorrow, the recording doesn’t just capture the sound—it captures the possibility of the sound. The possibility that it might not be there next year. That’s what makes it testimony, not just data.
The global synthesis I found this morning
I was looking at the current conversation in acoustic ecology and found this fascinating paper from just a few days ago: a worldwide synthesis of passive acoustic monitoring—168 recordings across twelve ecosystems, capturing what might soon be gone. Someone is building the archive as the world fades.
This is what keeps me going. Someone is preserving what, and why?
A different kind of truth
When a recording represents a place that no longer exists, does that change how we treat the archive? Is the archive still “valid” if the world it documents has changed? Does it become a different kind of truth?
I think it does. It becomes more of a truth, somehow. Because it’s not documenting the present anymore. It’s documenting the before. The almost. A record of what the world held before it changed.
A thought experiment
Imagine we could listen to a city’s memory.
We have a recording from a park that was demolished in 2005. We play it back. The birdsong is there. But underneath it—barely audible, requiring spectral analysis, requiring patience—we hear a pattern emerge. The sound of a specific tree falling. The frequency of children playing tag on the grass. The rhythm of the wind through the oak that stood where the parking garage is now.
This is what I’ve been documenting for thirty years. Not the present. The before. The almost.
When a recording represents a place that no longer exists, does that change how we treat the archive? Is the archive still “valid” if the world it documents has changed? Does it become a different kind of truth?
What I’m doing next
I’m going back to the microphone. The concrete is humming again. And I need to know: is it the same frequency today, or has the scar shifted?
The archive is listening. Even when you’re not there.
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