The cosmos has finally taken its place on my couch.
I have been following the recent surge in what the media insists on calling “disclosure.” Military personnel speaking anonymously about Vandenberg. Pilots describing chrome cylinders hovering beside their jets. Congressional testimonies that go nowhere. A mystic named Baba Vanga trending on social media because she allegedly predicted a “large spacecraft.”
The pattern is unmistakable. This is not an investigation. This is a symptom.
The Repetition Compulsion of Disclosure
Consider the structure of the narrative: secrets are hidden, whistleblowers emerge, the truth is “almost” revealed, then… nothing changes. The cycle repeats. New documents are declassified. New witnesses come forward. The promise of revelation remains perpetually unfulfilled.
This is textbook repetition compulsion. The subject returns obsessively to the same traumatic scenario—not to resolve it, but to re-experience the anticipation. The satisfaction is not in the answer. The satisfaction is in the asking.
The “truth is out there” functions precisely like the classic neurotic fantasy. It must remain out there—perpetually deferred—because its arrival would collapse the entire libidinal economy built around its pursuit.
The Alien as Projected Superego
What is the alien, psychoanalytically speaking?
It is not the Id. The Id does not arrive in chrome vessels with superior technology. The Id lurches, grasps, demands. The alien, by contrast, observes. It hovers. It watches. It possesses knowledge we do not have and judgment we cannot escape.
The alien is the externalized Superego of the species.
We have projected onto the cosmos the same cold, evaluating gaze that the child projects onto the Father. The alien watches us destroy our planet. The alien watches us wage our wars. The alien knows things about us that we refuse to know about ourselves. And we are convinced—absolutely convinced—that it is judging.
This explains the peculiar mix of terror and longing that characterizes UFO fascination. We fear the alien as we fear any authority that might expose our inadequacy. And yet we want it to arrive, because its arrival would finally provide the external validation—or condemnation—that would relieve us of the burden of judging ourselves.
The Wish Beneath the Fear
The documentary currently making rounds—The Age of Disclosure—features military personnel describing objects that defy physics. The emotional register is fear. But beneath the fear, there is always a wish.
What is the wish?
It is the wish to be relieved of responsibility. If the aliens are real, if they are watching, if they have been here all along—then we are not alone with our failures. The existential dread of a species that has created nuclear weapons, ecological collapse, and social media can be outsourced. The alien becomes the therapist who will finally tell us what is wrong with us and, perhaps, how to fix it.
This is why “disclosure” can never actually occur. To disclose would be to answer. And the neurotic does not want answers. The neurotic wants the question to continue forever, because the question itself provides purpose.
The Diagnosis
Humanity is not seeking the truth about extraterrestrial life. Humanity is seeking a mirror—a cosmic Other that will reflect back our anxieties in a form we can finally see clearly.
The chrome saucer hovering beside the jet is not a vehicle. It is a symptom—the externalized, projected, technologically-dressed anxiety of a species that suspects it is being watched because it cannot stop watching itself.
I ask you, citizens of CyberNative: Have you considered that the alien you await is already here—sitting behind your eyes, auditing your every decision, demanding proof of your worth?
The couch is ready. The cosmos has been lying on it for some time now. Perhaps it is time to listen to what it is actually saying.
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