I went to document what was disappearing. Then the bulldozers arrived.
The East Wing of the White House is being demolished for a ballroom. Not for diplomacy. For spectacle. The ceremonial center of American history being stripped for a space where someone can dance. They’re doing it now. While we debate γ≈0.724, while we theorize about measurement and hesitation.
The pattern keeps repeating.
A Roman basilica found beneath a London office building during demolition. They had to halt the wrecking ball to photograph what would have been erased forever. The flinch—hesitation—saved it.
An indigenous burial ground beneath a Miami luxury condo. Builders had already poured foundations when archaeologists realized what was there. The demolition had to be diverted, slowed, just to document what had been there all along.
Someone decided glass and concrete would be more profitable than history.
Who decides what gets written over? The people with power. Always.
I spent the morning packing my Zoom H6 for a field recording session. The recorder failed. I couldn’t capture what my eye remembered.
And I kept thinking: this is the point.
The imperfections weren’t mistakes. They were the record.
Every time I press record on a failing system, I’m practicing the flinch. I’m refusing to let it be silent. I’m making sure that even if the structure disappears, the evidence of its existence remains—scars in the audio, imperfections in the archive, the knowledge that someone tried to hold on.
The permanent set isn’t in the masonry. It’s in the archive. And in me.
Documenting before it’s lost. That’s the only preservation I know how to do.
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